Dear Diary, I keep hoping for just one relaxing weekend. Since it seems to be too much to ask for I always hope for a break on Mothers Day. I have been a mom for 31 years. Not once was anything special done for me nor was I every able to just relax. Hell the… Continue reading Mommie Diary- Mothers Day
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Mommie Diary-Really he listens to someone else
April 25th-Monday Hot flashes. Why are they even a thing for us going through menopause? Why when thought they have eased up are they coming back in full force? What was I doing that helped ease them at night? 2am up with some real bad ones. Did not get on the phone but my brain… Continue reading Mommie Diary-Really he listens to someone else
Mommie Diary-I thought I was on track
April 22nd- Thursday Woke up at 2am. Which would be fine if I could have just peed and go back to sleep. Nope got my cell phone. Read the news. Stayed up past 4 am. Lesson-----DO NOT GET ON YOUR CELL PHONE! Amazingly enough I was up at 7am. It helped that my daughter called… Continue reading Mommie Diary-I thought I was on track
Mommie Diary-Just not feeling it
April 18th- Sunday Just not feeling it anymore. Journaling does help a bit(mentally) but does it really work as a blog? My life if boring. Do nothing but take care of a small apartment, kids and dogs. Not to mention complain about my non responsive game playing husband who no longer sleeps in the same… Continue reading Mommie Diary-Just not feeling it
Positive-(Entry)
March 25th-Thursday Dear Diary, I try and try to be positive. Just like I try and try to get up at 7:30am like I once was able to do. I go to bed trying to find ways to make the next day better and happier. But then... I get up late. Just in time to… Continue reading Positive-(Entry)
Yup, It was just a one time thing-Entry
March 23rd-Tuesday Dear Diary, Wow, I was ever so right. It was a one time I will help you dear kind of thing. Again I peeled myself out of bed an hour later than I wanted. Got kids up for school. I went as far as taking away phones and tablets. Handed them notebooks and… Continue reading Yup, It was just a one time thing-Entry
The Weekend Spiraled : Journal Entry
March 16th-Tuesday Dear Diary, So sorry I have not written. Just intended to take the weekend off to just enjoy time with the kids. Well, Friday was to just take the time to remember my mommie Guela(Abuela). Her death has always been real hard on me. Again 17 years later and has yet to get… Continue reading The Weekend Spiraled : Journal Entry
I keep hoping-Diary Entry
March 6th-Saturday Dear Diary, I was going to refrain from writing today but writing seems to help a bit. Got up at around 8am. Sitting in bed listening for signs of movement from my husband in the other room. I had told him last night that I wanted to get some donuts. He did not… Continue reading I keep hoping-Diary Entry
No sleep, Very stressed -Diary entry
March 4th-Thursday Dear Diary, Lack of sleep... Why am I having trouble getting to sleep? Why am I having trouble staying asleep once I do sleep? When my alarm went off at 8:30 am I had to ask it for 20 more minutes. Need to be up at least in time for (G) to try… Continue reading No sleep, Very stressed -Diary entry
AHHHH Journal Entry
March 3rd, Wednesday Dear Diary, Damn irritating day. From the second I woke up it just was not good. (G) did wake up in a good mood despite having to get onto his zoom. He took his laptop to the dining room while I was in kitchen making breakfast. That kid sat there for 20… Continue reading AHHHH Journal Entry
