Coffeemom8

I know why my blogs won’t get anywhere. They are boring! Complaining about work, about home- Nothing but what a complete mess my life is.

Depression is winning….

Friday I was supposed to go to work. I called out without a second thought about how they would deal with their lunches without me covering. Or how they would now have to answer all the MOD calls instead of sitting their asses down in the office talking about who they will write up next.

Saturday did the same thing and called out. Pretty sure my manager was mad but, I do NOT care. I never call out and I have yet to take a vacation the three years I have been there. Well, that is a lie… I think I called twice before in order to celebrate kids’ birthdays. Making that a total of 4 in one year.

Both days spent in bed.

I am frustrated with my store and feel mistreated; I have faced many rejections trying to find another position within the company, which seems to prefer hiring younger, external candidates.

Applied to many other jobs, interviewed and got the sorry we went with someone else emails. Can not help but think my age is starting to be a factor in the hundreds of rejections. Maybe it will help to let you all know my age. Won’t say exactly how old but damn close to 60.

Then I have to deal with my husband constantly asking what is wrong when I have said plenty of times what is wrong. This suck and it hurts. I give up….