Coffeemom8

I’ve been away from my blog for some time, trying various prompts to rekindle my creativity. Not really working out too well. I start then give up. Computer died no thanks to kids overtaking and misusing. Thanks to extra Christmas money decided maybe getting a new laptop might be of some help to get me a bit motivated.

But I have other obstacles such as work, depression, anxiety, lack of motivation. Work is causing a lot of all this… My schedule changes from week to week despite having a manager’s schedule planned a month in advance. Work with horrible assistant managers who one is always mean to me while the others feel it necessary to take advantage of me. By the time I get home I just want to crawl under the covers and cry.

Even now trying to write this (which has taken a week to get this far) I am having a panic attack. I have work tomorrow. Or I have to go to hell tomorrow is more like it. It is bad so bad that like I said I am getting panic attack the night before. I am also no longer sleeping.

Going to end this and at least one posted. It is a start. Hopefully more out later.